Saturday, May 30, 2009

Leaving Las Vegas...

I really think that my time away in Vegas did me some good. I was able to distance myself from Mike's death for a few days and just enjoy a new adventure. Yes, there were days that I cried and felt lonely without him. Seeing happy couples walking the strip hand in hand was a harsh reminder that never again would I feel Mike's hand holding mine. There were so many things I saw and did that made me wish Mike were there with me because I knew he would have enjoyed them. And even watching my friend with her mother made me sad that my mother is not here to help me get through this. But all in all I think the trip was good for me.